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Stop crying your heart out,
Wednesday, January 25, 2012 @ 11:59 PM

This song's great ;) It's awesomeness cannot be described by words so just listen ok.

I used to think of a list of things I would want to do with you if we got back together. And I thought I would very much like to note it down. So here it goes...

#1 - I want to watch you in your matches, to be the gf that supports her bf, I had the chance to but I didn't want to. Cos honestly, part of me didn't think it was the best for you, and the other part was afraid to see you get hurt.
#2 - I want you to spend a whole day with me. Without either of us having to leave at some part of the day, mostly it was you and your training.
#3 - I want you to hold my hand in front of (our/your/my) friends. I always thought it was just your character, but I guess I don't really know you, do I?
#4 - I want to marry you.

Ok I know #4 sounds really absurd but that was the first person I ever felt this way for, I don't cry about that person anymore, or feel anything for him at all (swear, if it works). It's been one year plus since we split up and I used to think (and maybe still do) that I wouldn't ever end up with anyone else other than him.

Honestly I didn't think I could like someone that much. If I had the right to use the word love, I would on him. He's like a fairy tale.

Ok back to reality, Stats at 8am tmr and have got to study for POM in 15 days - that's not long after considering procrastination and buffer time.